reminiscing
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 9:46 AM
reminiscing is always cute, especially last night. couldn't help but smile while going through our old chat logs. we were cute. and i miss you more than ever. our cute late night conversations, your stupid jokes, and especially our never-ending arguments. I've tried everything possible to keep you off my mind last night. But even with all the handful of distractions, my mind eventually wanders off to thoughts of you. Am i foolish for still having hope at this point ? Hope that one day, soon enough, you'll finally come around and realize that
what you do, really does affect how i feel. Wishful thinking ... i know it ends up in a complete disappointment. I honestly want to give us another try, but at the end of the day, its not up to me to make it happen. And seeing how its in your hands .. perhaps it really wont be going anywhere. so why continue waiting for the impossible ?