im a prisoner of love.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 @ 3:58 PM
i haven't felt this way in a long time. the feeling of being free. i love it but i hate it at the same time. by now , i dont really know how im suppose to feel about you. once you have me back at you, you do something to ruin it. this isn't even faith, faith's telling me we should seperate. like we're not even together and we still go through bullshit arguments. does that make any sense ? im tired of hurting, assuming the impossible, hearing sorry and seeing promises be broken. this happens so many times that i dont even know how to handle it anymore, im gonna crack...
IM TIRED OF WAITING FOR YOU TO CHANGE. IM TIRED OF GIVING IN MY ALL IN THIS RELATIONSHIP AND GET NOTHING IN RETURN. I WISH YOU WOULD GROW THE FUCK UP AND HANDLE MY FEELINGS SERIOUSLY. YOU ALREADY KNOW HOW MY LIFE IS GOING AND YET YOU HAVE NO FUCKING SYMPATHY IN HOW I FEEL.
I WISH THIS I WISH THAT, YOUR NOT EVER GONNNA REALIZE...