i used to think that things would change, that if i kept holding on, maybe things would be the same. but i've let go of that hope and i've snapped back to reality. you're a-okay without me, and it seems like you dont need me as a bestfriend anymore. 'everything changed for a reason , i need to find that reason and accept it .' no matter how hard it is .. just fake a smile. wish every step i take, Could erase all the pain. i'd do anything to bring us back to new. gotta get closer. would build a bridge, just to get over the river that you cried , but you're unreachable. the travel seems so pointless now because you made it clear. from the memories i had, but threw away that i can't get back.. i can't get back. there's no recover for my mistakes. when I reach out, i realize it's too late, you're a thousand years away. i just cant do all, all of this All too everything i am i don't know how or where i am, i just wanna get back to you, i want you too , i do , i need you to know that i.. i'm so far away ..

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