everyday's becoming more and more like a routine. stop me from crawling out of life cause that's all i've been doing for the past couple of days. how do we start from being so good and end like this - i wish among so many stars hoping that all my dreams will come true. and you the star. i've been so weak and fragile. can't stand on my own and been falling ever since. tumbling over little fights that rolled into unbearable battles. no more excuses because i don't wanna feel delay. i want to fast forward and throw my stubborn and mulishness away, and focus on the people who'll be beside me. i haven't really envision that life is too short to be mad. things change everyday so realizing what i have when i have it should be appreciated to skylimits now. you never know what you have until it's gone. how much of an impact they made on you. from now on, i'll know what i have. and most definitely wont try anything to lose what i have. like for instance my brother , when im talking to him embracing every word he gives to me. he's a blessing to me because he's been the only person who held me down when the world gave up on me. now that things changed, im just gonna have to accept change. booyyyyy .. i wish everything was back to normal, when i was actually happy.

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