alone in a world full of people.
Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 5:45 AM
I've never pictured life's greatest struggles to be so brutal. Never had I imagined travelling down a road with no end, where with every corner I turned, there arose another path. The faster I walk to get to the end, the longer the road seems. Every morning brings me to a road that I don't want to travel, and with every step I take comes new found discoveries. Some unable to withstand, and some makes me hate the day for what it's been. But I've got no choice but to keep going down the road, wondering what new found obstacle will come my way, hoping that whatever it is I find, it won't cause me to lose my mind. I have dreams, in hopes that if they come true it'll make my life better than what it seems . Dreams that help me to forget the pain even for just a little while . Dreams that will keep me going down the path, dreams that help me endure another mile. I face the hatred of everyone who expected better of me. The shame of the ones who can't accept who I've become. Everyday, becomes a harder day... But I have to get a grip because when your alone in a situation, who better to count on then yourself?
- goooddniiighhhht bloggers , yours truly ..